Sunday, September 14, 2014

Dreams

It's so hard when you dream about sweet babies. I wonder with so much hope, could it have more meaning than being just a dream? Or was it because I was paying infertility bills and have a wishful heart? The babies in my dream were so beautiful and unexpected. I could see every sweet detail only a mom notices. I inhaled the intoxicating new babes smell and felt their sweet fingers curl around my own. The joy in my dream was amazing and so incredibly freeing. It was so painful to wake up from holding my sweet babes that were all mine. All I could do was cry and wonder the purpose if any in my dreams.  

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